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[lollipopsandwhisky]

[ It's hard to imagine that after thirty years of life, anything would or even could change. The world will keep spinning, day will turn to night, you will sleep next to a woman you married, you will blink, breathe and carry on like the world will never change. Because you know it won't.

Then it kicks you in the arse and throws a spanner in the works

Gabe had lived the same day over, and over for a good thirty years. He woke up to his wife shouting something about work, or a shirt not being ironed or some other benign bullshit. He watched her go, did his chores and headed out. Every day the same.

He went to work for a few hours, driving trains from point A to B like he always did. He said hi to his few friends, giving them a big wave as he left to go to a job he actually loved. He walked through the doors at three pm every day, helping the local shelter care for a feed some stray dogs. They were the closest thing he had to children after all.

Before he could realise it, it was half seven and he was wandering home- every day the fucking same.

But not that day. Either age was getting to him, the moon, or well a lack of variety, Gabe took it upon himself to take some time for himself. Which lead him to some stupid chain coffee shop he'd usually avoid at all costs. He wandered in, letting the smells take him over as he leant on the counter, waiting for someone to- Well, not notice him, he was the size of a house, but get the time to serve him.

Once his order was done, he was sort of excited, tapping his fingers on the side as he waited. Sure it was find of a funny sight seeing a huge man being excited about hot chocolate, but any change from the day to day rigmarole was exciting!]

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[darrynmiquiztli]

[He gave a quiet laugh, knowing he would probably call it much worse in English. He arched his back into Gabe's hands as much as he could while still slowly stroking his hips against the other man's.]

//You can do all those things wherever you want.// [Darryn playfully bit Gabe's lower lip with a light pull before kissing him softly and sweetly.] //I love having my hips paid attention to. I'd probably cum from just that.//

[lollipopsandwhisky]

[ Gabe nodded barely, ghosting his lips against Darryn's as his hands crawled down his spine, fingers searching blindly till his thumbs hooked around the bones of Darryn's hips, rubbing slow circles against the skin ]

//More. Tell me more of what you like, tell me how to make you as needy as i feel...// [ He kept his voice low, speaking over Darryn's lips as he pressed his thumbs harder into his skin ] //Because i can't think of anything but you- i haven't been able to for a long time. I don't want to think of anything but you again.//

[darrynmiquiztli]

[He hadn't been lying saying he could cum from attention there alone. The feel of Gabe's thumbs against his skin forced a breathless gasp from him as a shudder built up along his spine. He might have just held back if Gabe's hands weren't relentless, rubbing into the divots of his skin and bone with those slow rough-skinned circles.

[He dug his fingernails deep into Gabe's skin as he clung on to him with his hands and thighs while dry orgasm ripped through him, calming his temperature down but leaving him unable to really speak for a moment.] //Aahh... Gods... Mmmn...//

[He pushed his hips forward into Gabe's hands to try and make sure he didn't pull back, even while Darryn tried to regain a grasp on the words being spoken to him.] //I'm needy. Gods, Gabe. I've needed you to kiss me since that day. I've needed this.//

[lollipopsandwhisky]

[ Even though he was warned, Darryn's reaction shocked Gabe for a moment, lost in watching how he made Darryn writhe from just thumbs and hips- It was almost hypnotic how he reacted ]

//Take what you need of me then, Sol. I'm all yours...// [ He'd never spoke truer words.

His romantic side may have been in full force then, but that wasn't stopping his hands clawing at the skin around Darryn's hips, thumbs and nails pressing into the softness of him.

Somewhere in the back of his mind he could feel the weight of his wedding ring pulling his left hand down, but his need was outweighing the ever present guilt trying to pull him to reality ]

[darrynmiquiztli]

[Still breathless from cumming, Darryn ran his hands down Gabe's shoulders, dragging those half-moon cuts he had made in his skin into lines before lessening off into scratches. Grabbing at skin and chest hair until one hand rested over Gabe's heartbeat.

[Gods he hated himself for doing this, but he couldn't stop, clearly. He COULD stop himself asking if his heart was his though. Bite it back away from his tongue by pressing his lips to Gabe's and kissing him with all the need he felt. That overwhelming, burning need to be close and to feel as loved back as he felt towards him.

[Wrong. So wrong. This was bad enough he couldn't bring 'love' in too.

[Darryn broke off the kiss when he felt entirely breathless, whimpering and pushing his cock against the other man's in a slow grinding.] //Need you inside me. Will you let me take that?//

[lollipopsandwhisky]

[ Gabe pushed his chest up against Darryn's nails, desperate for him to leave some kind of mark so tomorrow that buzz of pain in his skin would remind him it was all real.

Kisses were appreciated too, pulling low quiet growls from the back of Gabe's throat as his lips and tongue danced against the taste of the sunshine ]

//Take anything you want. I'm glad to give it all to you, anything you want from me, it's yours// [ As dangerous as that was to say, it was true ]

[darrynmiquiztli]

[Darryn purred at the consent, pressing sucking kisses against Gabe's throat as if seeking where the growling was coming from.

[He was more than used to taking a cock with or without ample prep these day. Thanatos and he had-- well, it was best for Darryn not to think of that right then. He slid his hand down Gabe's body, taking a grip on the ample girth of his cock - slick with some of Darryn's pre-cum. Very different to what he was used to, but he was more than sure he could take it.

[He wanted so badly to take it.

[With one last bite-like kiss, Darryn pushed himself up so he could better guide the head of Gabe's cock against his arsehole, pushing down onto it, taking that bare inch to start with a long, pleased moan.]

[lollipopsandwhisky]

[ Almost blistering heat was the first thing Gabe felt- It wasn't bad, but far different than what he had been used to, or even become accustomed to.

A long growl rolled through his chest as his head rolled back, hands still holding onto Darryn's hips like if he let go the man would be gone. In appreciation for the lowering, Gabe turned his hands to have his palms flat against the skin below Darryn's hips, his fingers splayed over the bone before he dragged his own nails down, harder than he intended. ]

Fukin' christ Sol- //Oh god, Darryn//

[darrynmiquiztli]

[Darryn moaned Gabe's name as that hard attention pushed him to an edge and right over it. He rolled his hips back and forth, clenching around Gabe's head and milking all he could from that dry orgasm rippling through him, trying not to fall into the trap of pushing down too hard and too fast.

[Recovering enough, he braced his hands on Gabe's chest, his fingernails biting deep into the skin. Darryn shook his hair out of his face so he could watch Gabe as he sank down onto his cock more. Gods it almost felt too much but he needed it so desperately he wasn't about to stop.]

[lollipopsandwhisky]

[ Gabe was again taken back by the stunning beauty that Darryn kept showing off, each time becoming lost in his shows, his ways, every move he made. He was feeling almost choked by his own lust and need, breaths feeling trapped against a grunt as he shuddered under Darryn's whims.

He bit back all his instincts, his need to buck and ram into him, everything inside him that was screaming to pin the man down and fuck him hard- He groaned, using all his own strength to stop his hips from moving. ]

[darrynmiquiztli]

[Darryn wasn't even trying to put on a show right then, he was just desperately trying not to push himself too fast with his absolute need to be filled entirely by Gabe. He was just lost to it, moaning loud with every half-inch he gained, whimpering against his own actions as he pulled back only when he hit some resistance to ease back down again. His fingernails cutting into Gabe's chest like dragging needles, digging deeper whenever an intense shudder of pleasure ran through him.

[When Gabe was fully hilted inside him, Darryn lost his ability to keep holding himself up, dropping his forehead against Gabe's and panting hard, mewl-laced sounds against Gabe's lips] //Gods-- Ahhn!//

He could feel the tension in his partner and licked his mouth teasingly.] //Gabe... you can move. Might ah- mm... start to think you don't want me if you don't, actually.//

[lollipopsandwhisky]

[ It had been taking all of Gabe's strength to be still, give Darryn time and be good the whole time he was adjusting- He was holding his breath so tight in his chest he felt white burning at the sides of his vision.

Though three words and he finally breathed, hands gripped tight to Darryn's hips as he lifted his lover up. He grin almost predatory as he thrust his hips up, eyes fixed on Darryn's as he kept bucking his hips up like he wanted to ]

//God i want you, more than you could know. I want you, i need you//

[darrynmiquiztli]

[Gabe's words, his actions, the raw feeling of him thrusting into him - frankly, it would have been impossible for Darryn to hold back from any of that, let alone all of it.

[He let his head fall back as another dry orgasm ripped through him, his body pushing down desperately onto Gabe's cock as pleasure rolled up to that peak and then down to just below it.]

//Mmn!... Need... yes.//