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[ It's hard to imagine that after thirty years of life, anything would or even could change. The world will keep spinning, day will turn to night, you will sleep next to a woman you married, you will blink, breathe and carry on like the world will never change. Because you know it won't.

Then it kicks you in the arse and throws a spanner in the works

Gabe had lived the same day over, and over for a good thirty years. He woke up to his wife shouting something about work, or a shirt not being ironed or some other benign bullshit. He watched her go, did his chores and headed out. Every day the same.

He went to work for a few hours, driving trains from point A to B like he always did. He said hi to his few friends, giving them a big wave as he left to go to a job he actually loved. He walked through the doors at three pm every day, helping the local shelter care for a feed some stray dogs. They were the closest thing he had to children after all.

Before he could realise it, it was half seven and he was wandering home- every day the fucking same.

But not that day. Either age was getting to him, the moon, or well a lack of variety, Gabe took it upon himself to take some time for himself. Which lead him to some stupid chain coffee shop he'd usually avoid at all costs. He wandered in, letting the smells take him over as he leant on the counter, waiting for someone to- Well, not notice him, he was the size of a house, but get the time to serve him.

Once his order was done, he was sort of excited, tapping his fingers on the side as he waited. Sure it was find of a funny sight seeing a huge man being excited about hot chocolate, but any change from the day to day rigmarole was exciting!]

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[Darryn tried to focus as much on Gabe's words as his lips moving across his skin. Guilt wormed so deeply into him when Gabe talked about being willing to give things up for him. He didn't want Gabe to have to give up anything. Nor did he want to damage his family, his husband and his children.

[Yet here he was. He had known all that was on the line and here he was regardless. Apparently something in him was willing to give it up too.

[He took a deep breath, brushing his fingers through Gabe's hair, stroking them down across his jawline.] //We're both being crazy; but Gabe I can't not. When I'm near you its like fire, it totally takes me over and consumes me.//

//I've tried not to think of you. I've tried not to come back. I've tried to ignore this hole in me that feels filled when I'm near you.// [He slowly ran his fingers down Gabe's neck, holding them near enough that he could feel the man's pulse.] //Its not worked. And it doesn't make sense, I didn't even fall for my husband this fast or deep...//

[He smiled, a little weak and tight with emotion.] //Part of me thinks if we just... give in, maybe it'll go away as fast as it came on. That its not a sustainable flame.//

[ Gabe wanted so much to tell Darryn they weren't crazy for doing that...

But they really were ] //I know we're crazy, but i know we can't stop this... I can't hold this in much longer.//

[ He flicked his eyes towards Darryn's hand, watching it before he pressed into his fingers, trying to get all the contact he could ] //I tried not to think of you too, but it's like your face is burnt into my mind, i can't even close my eyes without seeing you- I don't know why this is happening, i wish i did... But all i know is i need you like i need air in my lungs//

[ He almost agreed with Darryn's thoughts of giving in to make it all go away, but he had one small fear] //What if that makes it worse? Like after that one moment we can't let this go? What then?//

[Darryn sighed, closing his eyes. If he couldn't see Gabe though, he wanted to still feel him, holding his face, feeling the warmth of his skin.]

//I don't know.// [He admitted.] //I don't want to think of it. Even if I do think of it, I'm still here. I still can't make myself go.//

[Darryn pushed up, pressing his lips against Gabe's, whimpering quietly beneath his breath at the feeling that rolled through him at that touch.] //I need you. I'm selfish.//

//Okay, let's not think about it then...// [ If their only real options were think about bad things, or be wrapped up in each other, he was choosing the latter. ]

//Isn't it a good thing I'm selfish too?// [ He half laughed as he pushed down to kiss Darryn, one of those needing passionate kisses he knew he was meant to give to someone other than the married man on the couch of the home he shared with his wife.

But everything in his body was still pulling him to Darryn. And so that's where he wanted to be. He barely groaned as he drew his tongue across Darryn's lip, so thankful for the privacy they had- more so when he accidentally pressed his own hips against Darryn's, closing what little space was between them ]

[Darryn took less solace in the fact they were both as bad as each other than he took in the kiss. Happily pushing up against Gabe's body as he thrust his tongue into that warm, wet cavern. Stroking his tongue against Gabe's, moaning a sighing sound into his mouth.

[The need right then more than outweighed the guilt. The need to feel the other man, to be totally absorbed by him. Darryn shifted his legs, curling them around Gabe's in a tight grip to hold him close. So those hips didn't accidentally move away again.

[He needed more, sliding his hands under Gabe's shirt, drawing his fingers up the man's spine. Feeling something deep inside him sparking and trembling at the sheer feeling of Gabe's skin.]

[ Gabe moaned into Darryn's mouth, his tongue pressing against Darryn's, trying to desperately remember the taste of his light.

Oh his hips weren't going anywhere, only barely shifting in Darryn's grip to press down against the man below him, as if that would get them closer.

Once the 'okay go' was given on hands all over skin, he wasted no time snaking one of his own hands up Darryn's shirt, feeling over his stomach and pressing lightly into his skin. God why did he need more of that, why did he need that forever, just to touch Darryn, feel his skin, be so close to him ]

[Darryn drug his fingernails down Gabe's back, light at first, but then after drawing his hands back up he went harder. Then harder again. More desperate each time to keep hold of Gabe, to cling to him. Afraid they might be torn apart before anything in his needs were sated.

[Every split second they broke apart to breathe from that deep kiss was too long. Making him have to gasp a deep breath as deep as he could before sealing his lips back against Gabe's mouth. Part of him really hoped that this would be enough. Just being close to Gabe, just kissing him. That after enough time that would satisfy them both without having to go further.

[He knew that wasn't going to happen when he managed to tear on hand away from Gabe to undo his own shirt. Giving him more access to more skin.]

[ Gabe was too tied up in Darryn to have any other hopes than that moment lasting forever, for them to be on that couch for the rest of time, stealing each other's breaths and hearts.

Going no further was not an option in Gabe's mind, if they were doing that, they were going all the way to try and dim the flame they had. He barely growled against Darryn's lips, nipping the man's bottom lip rather cheekily as he dragged his nails down Darryn's chest- only to notice something.

He forced himself to pull back, his fingers hovering over a dim glow on Darryn's chest. He blinked a few times, his fingertips dancing over the light before he cracked a small smile ] //Now i see why i want to call you sunshine... You really are!//

[ After turning into a furry beast once a month, a little glowing seemed like nothing to him ]

[Oh Gods, that had slipped Darryn's mind. The crossing of worlds, the different species thing. He bit his lower lip a little sheepishly before Gabe spoke, smiling once he did. Still sheepish, but not so worried as he might have been.]

//You have no idea.// [But he thought he probably should have some. Darryn cupped Gabe's head in his hands, pulling him back close for another slow kiss, longing and passionate in the slowness.

[In that kiss he relaxed his holding back of his powers, letting that natural glow overtake him, the scar in the centre of his chest the strongest point. If Gabe was going to get all of him and see all of him, it was going to have to be an honest him.]

//If this is too weird, I can go.// [He said it, but he really didn't want to go. He felt like he'd die if he did.]

[ The whole glowing thing, oddly, didn't put Gabe off, if anything it just made him a far more interested in Darryn.

Once he was freed from the kiss, he leant up again, trailing his hands over Darryn's chest, up towards his neck, dancing them lightly over his throat before stroking the back of them up Darryn's jawline ] //No... No i really like it. I guess this just makes you even more special//

[ He was freaking out internally mind, the man was fucking glowing- But he had no right to judge, he turned into a fucking wolf every 28 days and rolled around in dead things...

He smiled as he leant back down, restarting the passionate kiss they were lost in before words found their way to their mouths. He didn't want that moment to end, only get better... To which his first reaction was to pull his own shirt off, barely breaking the kiss to toss it across the room.

If Darryn was willing to bare it all to him, so was he, scars and all ]

//That's just the start of the special things I do.// [Gods, what was he doing? This was such a bad idea. Darryn should just tell Gabe everything about himself to let him decide this was a bad idea and save them from doing it.

[But then the kiss was reignited and all those worries and thoughts just disappeared, overlaid by that bold, embossed need in him. There was just wanting to be utterly entwined in Gabe, lust definitely but also this hard need to have his heart beating hard against him, to have its speed controlled by how near or far he was from him and his warmth.

[Given more of Gabe's skin, Darryn drug his across Gabe's chest, twisting his fingers around the dark coils of chest hair, giving short tugs to it as he bit down on Gabe's lower lip with a soft hiss. Then soft again, all lips and tongue in the kiss and hot fingertips against Gabe's skin going everywhere. Collar-bone, pectorals and nipples, ribs, stomach. There wasn't going to be an inch of Gabe he couldn't claim to have touched.]

[ There should have been questions, so many of them... Sadly all words but 'more' were lost to him then. He wanted so much more, more skin, more warmth, more need, just more Darryn.

He moaned against Darryn's lips, the feeling of that spark across his more sensitive skin just shot shudders down his spine, causing him to instinctively twitch his hips forward.

Though thanks to him being so needy, Darryn being so hot and everything else, all the feelings of want had built up and shifted to lust- A low, long groan came from Gabe as he pressed his stiffening cock against Darryn's own dick, almost in a show of need and a tease. ]

[He was already a married man under another married man - there was little point in being shy. Darryn worked his fingers between them. He ached not actively holding Gabe against him, having to rely on gravity and its whims - but he was happy to unbuckle their belts, undo their flies. Feel the warmth of their growing erections from under that fabric, tantilising. So good that he just wanted to be naked against Gabe right then and there.

[It would have been too easy to just slide his hand into Gabe's trousers. Rub his bare skin against his cock. There was no point in being shy, but there was still some point in teasing a little more. In building it up for them both. In making this fire utterly consuming so that it wold burn out.

[Instead Darryn took hold of Gabe's face again, sliding his tongue deep into the other man's mouth, filling all his senses with him. As his tongue pushed against Gabe's, Darryn arched his stomach up. Their clothes removed enough that he felt the tug of his pubic hair against the other man's. Whimpering softly, wanting to be so much more tangled than that.]

[ There were so many things he should have been thinking about, like how bad that was, how he should push back for the sake of maybe saving his marriage, how Darryn had kids... there were hundreds of reasons to push away, say sorry and walk from the situations.

There was only one reason to stay there; He needed Darryn.

And that was what was going to keep his body pushed down against the man beneath him, pinning the blonde there with his own body as he greedily ran his tongue across Darryn's, glad to invade some sort of warmth from the man. He left one of his hands braced against the couch, his other was more than happy to start groping down Darryn's chest, his fingers splaying out over his scar first before trailing over to one of his nipples, his thumb dragging over it before darting down, pressing his fingerprints into the skin on the blonde's stomach, as if that could keep him there forever.

If Darryn wanted him to feel on fire, he really did. Every inch of him felt like burning, too sharp, too sensitive... too needing.]

[Moaning against the attention to his nipple and chest, Darryn pushed himself up - deeper into the kiss, more into Gabe's hand on his stomach. He clung with one hand to the arm Gabe was bracing up with, alternating between rubbing massaging circles into the skin and muscles there, and slowly drawing his nails down the skin.

[He whimpered softly between deep kisses.] //Are we really doing this? Here?// [He knew the answer to both questions was 'yes'. Where else where they going to do it? On Gabe's marriage bed? Gods forbid.

[Darryn pushed his palm against the hard knot of Gabe's erection in his pants, feeling the heat from it, the girth of it, the need from it. God it was dizzying to think Gabe wanted him that much. As much as he wanted Gabe, as much as he wanted to be wanted by Gabe. It was untold levels of satisfying to be kissing him, pressed against him. Just lost in this moment. With a soft groan, Darryn slid his hand back up Gabe's thigh and stomach, and then down, into his trousers, pushing dry flesh against hard flesh.] //Gods, Gabe...//

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[ The question was enough to pull Gabe back, panting hard as he looked down at Darryn- God's he needed to keep that man there forever but he knew he needed to communicate with him too //We can move if you want? I don't know if you'd want to go to my room though?//

[ Maybe it was lucky that Gabe and his wife had sperate rooms, though it may not have been in good luck that Gabes room was the most used by the both of them-

He was ready to speak but the sudden contact against his cock made it twitch and made him moan ] //Oh god Darryn...// [ He shuddered under the touch before he copied the motion, sliding his hand under Darryn's clothes and against the heat of his cock. He got a rather cheeky grin on his face when he felt just how big Darryn really was- Well that was a perfect surprise. ]

[Darryn bit down on his lip, not sure. Really not sure. It felt dangerous to be in the main room of the house, like they could very easily be caught by anyone - although he had no clue if there was an 'anyone' to come by if his wife was gone. But neither did he want to move.

[Especially not when Gabe stroked his hand down his dick, making it throb, making him bite harder at his lip as he moaned loudly.] //I don't-- Gods! I don't care.//

[He stroked his hand up and down Gabe's cock as he pushed his mouth, so hungry and needing, back against Gabe's, whimpering words breathlessly between kissing him.] //Anywhere. Anywhere you want me. Anything you want to do with me.//

[ Gabe barely growled against Darryn's lips, his hips rolling down against Darryn's hand. He wanted so much more than just feeling each other up on the couch, he wanted to be so tangled up in Darryn he forgot his own name- Forgot where he came from, forgot that there was anything in the world but them.

He did crack a smile at Darryn's neediness, that was something he hadn't expected, but he adored ] //Anywhere? Anything? Don't make a promise like that to me Darryn, i'd keep you here//

[ He didn't quite want to tag 'Forever' on there yet, but he was thinking it.

He thought moving might be best, but if that meant relinquishing his hold on Darry, he wasn't all too willing. He whined as he placed needing kisses across Darryn's lips, flicking his tongue against his lower lip in hopes to taste the sunshine again ]

[Darryn moaned softly, curling his fingers around Gabe's more than ample girth, massaging the length of his cock with rhythmic squeezing as his thumb rubbed against the head of his dick.]

//Right here? Under you?//

[He pushed up, breaking that minor distance between their lips, sealing in for a deeper kiss. Sliding his tongue into Gabe's mouth, desperate for the taste of him, purring his he curled his tongue around Gabe's. Happy to be locked in that kiss until his lungs burnt and he needed to breathe, pulling back with wet, swollen lips.] //I might let you.//

[ Gabe barely shook his head, rolling his hips and cock into Darryn's lovely hand. He should have known better but even just that tiny touch was amazing. ]

//Right here, with me- Just us...//

[ He was glad for the distraction from his words, he needed to be less forward right then. He groaned into their kiss, his tongue pressing and dragging across Darryn's in some attempt to get closer to the blonde- The idea of even an inch between them caused his heart to hurt.

As he pulled back to breathe, his eyes fell on Darryn's face, watching his speak, breathe, just be in that moment... God he never wanted this to end- ]

[Darryn smiled, watching Gabe looking at him. Feeling such pleasure and pride having Gabe looking at him like that, and only him right then and there. Remembering the moment on the street so long ago when everything had melted away to just be the two of them.

[More than happy to be in that moment with just the two of the now. The privacy of nothing else. With nothing to tear him away from looking at Gabe, taking in every plane and line of his face.

[Darryn slowly stroked his thumb over Gabe's lower lip before repeating the line with his tongue. Squeezing slow warmth into his cock in the same motion, sliding his thumb so slowly against the dry flesh.

[He was entirely in that moment. There weren't others to be had. Just this one. Where he breathed with Gabe and breathed everything in that was Gabe.]

[ There was something about Darryn's smile that made Gabes heart almost dance in his chest, pounding against his chest and rattling through his body. It was almost addictive, that feeling of want and need.

He barely smiled at Darryn as he watched his eyes move over his own face. He was nothing to look at, but for a second, Darryn made him feel like maybe he was worth something and someone good.

He flicked his tongue out at Darryn's thumb, expecting to lick over that skin, not catch Darryn's tongue instead. He would never complain though, groaning at the warmth and contact.

He whined at the touches on his dick, barely shaking his head to himself before he pulled back from Darryn, looking down at him with an undiluted need he had no idea was inside him ] //More... Darryn i need more of you, more from you. Please, i just need more-//

[It was incredibly thrilling to be wanted so much. Something that fuelled so much in Darryn and made him need to perform.] //More?//

[Darryn coiled his leg around Gabe's hip, using the movement and to push himself up and press his lips against the other man's in a deep kiss. In that kiss he switched their positions, getting Gabe pushed up against the back of the couch so Darryn had the freedom to fully remove his clothes and then flipping them over so Darryn was on top.

[He reached up to shake his hair free, confident in how he looked enough to put on that kind of show before he tugged Gabe's pants down so he could stroke his cock against his own, purring a satisfied moan.] //How much more do you need?//

[ Moving wasn't something Gabe expected- He watched Darryn with wide eyes, refusing to blink in fear of missing a second of Darry's show... ] Fuckin' 'ell....

[ He was in awe- until sensations against his own dick brought him back to reality, groaning at the warmth and tugging skin ] //Too much... So much that i can't breathe without tasting you-//

[ His hands crept up over Darryn's thighs before settling to hold onto his hips, pressing his own fingertips into his skin ] //How much more are you willing to give?//

[Gabe's fingers and palms moving up his thighs were like lightening. Electrical sparks that just ignited every nerve and sensation in him, making so much of him feel on edge. As if he was at his brightest and hottest, even though he was sure he was holding back from it.

[And then his fingertips bit into his hips and Gods. Gods. It was near enough too much. Near enough enough to push him right to the edge already. Darryn moaned, low and quiet but a long noise from the very depths of himself as he braced his own hands against Gabe's shoulders.] //Everything.//

[He pushed himself against Gabe, kissing him shallowly, moaning against the movement of their bodies together.] //Absolutely everything.//