[ Gabe groaned, digging his fingers into the brick behind them as he watched Darryn seem to roll through emotions, watching him try to make a choice about this all.

He knew he needed to walk away from this all, he knew he did but he couldn't. Gravity put him there, the whole world had shifted for them to meet and now they had to drag themselves away from it. He whined when Darryn's head fell on him, the scent of the man filling his head with a dizzying drunkness he couldn't shake ]

//Then let go...//[ He was almost begging then ] //Push me away, let go of me and walk away because Darryn i can't. And if you don't i'm going to kiss you again, only i really won't let you walk away this time.

I don't want to hurt you either, but i can't make you let go//