[Gabe was going to get more noises out of Darryn, the blonde moaning and whimpering with every twist, curl and thrust of his tongue against Gabe's and into his mouth. Pushing his hips hard against Gabe in his desperation to feel the other man's want for him.
[He cupped Gabe's jaw, his fingers sliding back against Gabe's earlobes and neck, his thumbs moving across his cheeks. The planes of his face felt so familiar despite him never holding him before. The bite of stubble and beard into his palms felt so burningly good. The hair at the nape of Gabe's neck against Darryn's fingertips was so strangely nostalgic.
[And at the same time all of that was wrong. So very opposed to any kisses of passion he'd had in far too many years. So very obviously not Thanatos
[Darryn dropped his hands to Gabe's shoulders, forcing himself to break off the kiss. Dropping his head down so he didn't have to look at Gabe and wouldn't be tempted to just kiss him again. Trying his best to pull away although his gravity seemed to want to just flow back into Gabe, breathlessly apologising.]
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[He cupped Gabe's jaw, his fingers sliding back against Gabe's earlobes and neck, his thumbs moving across his cheeks. The planes of his face felt so familiar despite him never holding him before. The bite of stubble and beard into his palms felt so burningly good. The hair at the nape of Gabe's neck against Darryn's fingertips was so strangely nostalgic.
[And at the same time all of that was wrong. So very opposed to any kisses of passion he'd had in far too many years. So very obviously not Thanatos
[Darryn dropped his hands to Gabe's shoulders, forcing himself to break off the kiss. Dropping his head down so he didn't have to look at Gabe and wouldn't be tempted to just kiss him again. Trying his best to pull away although his gravity seemed to want to just flow back into Gabe, breathlessly apologising.]
//I'm sorry. I'm so sorry.//